5 Years!

5 years.Joe and I have been married for 5 years.Our service was so wonderful.Rex Johnson performed it for us, and the words were so beautiful.Alexia was the flower girl and she was so excited to throw the flowers. Noah and Aiden were the ring boys.I was so scared that nono wasn't going to walk down the isle, and since he was pulling Aiden that he would just leave him on the way. Nono did great!

I will have pictures soon.

Alexia'a testing

So today Alexia had to go to her soon to be school and get tested. Well not really tested just see what she knows.First, one of the teachers asked Alexia if she knew her letters.Alexia said "yes"the teacher said OK lets see.So the teacher pointed to different capital letter and she did OK.Then came the lower case letters.She didn't do to hot. She said "y" to like three letters.Then the teachers asked her if she knew sounds. Alexia just straight said "no", OK the teacher said.Then came numbers.She knew the small numbers but after 11 it all was 20 in her eyes.!And last Her name, we were practicing how to spell her name all in the car, but man i didn't have her write it, so the teacher said can u write your name ,Alexia looked at me and said MOM, I smiled and said Alexia try your best.SO She started writing and she got the Al write then it went down hill ,man i should have named her Al ,she would have at least gotten 100 on her name.! Oh well.So now is she ready to go to school?Should I put her in Pre-K.

Aidens check up

Well were do I start ...well today I had a appointment at 11 for Aiden to check how he is doing developmentally.I was going in with no worries.WRONG. well he was only half way tested because 11 is his nap time.So I still had to see another doctor after the first one.(in the same building)and this doctor scared me she was talking and talking about stuff. I really didn't understand.All i was hearing was that Aiden was fare behind his age group.He is 9 months but was being tested like he was 7 months, because he was premature.His weight is way under, his height was way under, hey but his head was in the blue, which means good.He isn't sitting by himself, crawling, and no were near walking.It might has something to do with his brain.He might have problems with his brain.. Great are you serious! was what I was thinking. I have been through so much with Noah when he was first born, I thought Aiden would be fine.So now it is 1 o'clock, and I need to reschedule my other appointment,so why not that same day I thought. so we went to get lunch Aiden took his nap we waited in the parking lot till our next app. 230.So the time has come for Aiden to get tested again!He picks up the block but not the right way! whatever!He talks but not enough. So he is finally done with the test.He is verbally at 3 month.( who wants a talking baby, they talk enough when they get older!)His fine motor and motor skills are like a 5 month yr old.I started to cry a little, I never thought anything was wrong with him, I was just thinking how cute he is small and he is my little baby.So since he scored so low he will have a therapist come to the house and work with him.....I just started trusting god,with me, but it is hard to let go and trust him with the kids.Its hard, It feels like me as a mom that i am not suppose to let go, but i just know how free it feels to let go, i just need to let go, I need to let go.

THE COUNT DOWN IS ON

Well the time is almost here! 13 more days till the big day.Joe and I will renew our vowels.5 years wow.I have been with Joe since I was 14.We have been through so much, and I thought I was happy back then, But right know the way I feel about him is so much love, he is such a amazing father and husband. We have both come a long way from how we were in high school.I am so happy to be married to him, and happy that we are in a better place in are marriage.I love him so much.